i woke up and i thaught..

all i fucking want

-is to go to berklee ! i can't even tell how heartbreaking it is that i didn't go ! this is the saddest thing that has happenned to me this decade !

-have a few platinum records. since i am not doing shit to make them obviously i dont have them

but i like the shattering of social conditioning and the restrictions on the roof on top which have been so fucking demolished that it makes me smile non stop when i think of it. realisation are funny. but i am so fucking happy. incidently right now is the happiest i have been this decade. in spite of all the challenges ( which are opportunities in disguise now aren't they.) it's very cool when you believe in what you say. and obviously i am not writing this for any readers ( if at all this blog has any left) this is being written for me when i am a fucking superstar say in 2011 or something. so fuckoff !