Saturday, July 07, 2007

enola yb eht aes dna i tnod ssim uoy...i ma niog yawa

i can feel this eerieness all over. it knows i know and i know it knows. i don't think. the radius of thinking is a second and half in front zero at the back. step + step + step=reach. it started last saturday. it closing over the shell now. i walk i eat i do. i talk to them, i execute my functionality i speak to her. i fold these things and wrap em up and throw em around. the process ends trash the process. back to the eerie. the eerie is staring at me. the eerie tells me how i feel. it throws the term in front of me but doesn't let me feel. It's a trance. i am it. it's not mechanical. it not a zombie. it's a black hole. the trance. the picture flashes eyes register data data reaches brain eerie opens my head up and pulls data out. Data stops. Data is gone. Data is not felt. feelings are data. vein pops. song plays. inside head. i dont frown i dont smile. eerie says smile i smile. eerie says say good morning to x y or b. eerie says checkup on arrivals. i checkup on arrivals. eeries says register data. data in place. eerie trashes data. feelings bucket= minus zero. eerie doesn;t force. eeries doesn;t rape. eeries engulfs. the shell closes. me stands still. and windows painted in black. eerie says it;s good for me. eerie sounds like roger waters. i hate roger waters. eerie says hatred in vein needs apathy. i mouth stfu. eerie fills in with beeps. eerie will become me. only eerie has my trust. eerie says step+step+step=dream. Day by day i feel more and more agressive and stronger and i fly. would i still give it up all to go live in a hut ?

3 comments:

ami said...

I stumbled in here by accident. And I'm glad I did. I think I'll come back.

InExile said...

ami, bring a bottle of vodka along next time you come ;)

Unknown said...

iv read ur page before...but this is something else