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There was a time playing rock n roll was fun. The stage was second home. Off stage i was the quiet thoughtful boy and on stage i was iggy pop on coke. I refturned to playing rock n roll on stage after many many years. As excited as i am about these things i was nervous about playing as i am not really used to playing other people's songs anymore. As expected the gig was a success everyone was happy, the musicians i had met for the first time and played with right away were happy and the girls were immensely cute. But as i got off stage and was having a lonely drink, i realised i had no passion. Rock n roll didn't set me on fire. Where was the fucking fire ? Maybe it's coz i was playing with strangers. Maybe it's coz i can't do the whole rock n roll thing anymore ? why don't i feel the music anymore. Am i dead. It feels like something's dead. and no i am not 30 years old yet. I'd rather write poetry and set it on fire.

Cute girl who claimed to be a bass player. that's hot isn't it. But 10 mins into the conversation over a drink i had her whole life figured out. I hate it when demoshingly cute girls turn out to be dumbasses. And since i am not in it for just sex anymore...There are no cool girls anymore. All of them are desperately trying to fit themselves into stereotypes. but then it's true for most people. she thought we should get together since she comes to my city so often. Yes thats all i need right now, an inter city relationship. but i amused myself quite a bit with my line. After a long time i used a line. i told her, "i want a woman not some little girl". i am so deliciously rude sometimes, its brilliant ! And also don't drive on a rainy night at 4 am through the hills. It's very dangerous and at times you are only lucky to escape alive...