Sunday, December 24, 2006

here i go again....

Most people i meet have regular jobs families wives kid girlfriends and a comfort zone. but every time i meet them they crib about the monotonous life, boring routines and they wish that their life could be like mine. i get this all the time. People always envy me and my life. As much as i criticize these people for just cribbing and not doing anything about it , i also realize that they fail to see the flip side. the fucking vagabond life. Drifting from shore to shore.

what's so nice ? making friends and leaving them. living out of a fucking suitcase and instead of a dog your faith-fullest companion is a laptop. you see the sights and you hear the sounds, you kiss the girls and you hear all lies. Eventually nothing to show for it but photographs and passport stamps. what the fuck is so cool about it ? people who constantly crib about a boring life... i wanna ask them? would they be able to fucking handle this ... meeting extraordinary women and leaving them after the most passionest of love making... saying bye to genuine nice friends... saying good byes to corner pubs and familiar streets... it never ends !!!

The people who crib they should just go on vacations and come back to home, familiar surroundings.... tried and tested methods of living. People who have this are lucky. they just don't appreciate it ! I am reminded of the opening theme of 'cheers'. "where everybody knows your name". that never happens to me. People and bars and streets know my name and then i leave. Now i leave again. Yet again. Yet another city. yet more new faces. i love what i do but sometimes i hate this. i want to go hide, cuddle in a bed with someone and sleep for a long time. i want to go send Christmas cards to all the kids i use to play with as a child. I want to write letters to long lost friends and send them prayers. I want to tell her i can't live one more moment without the sound of her breathing. i want to go work for charity's. I want to shoot every panda that won't fuck to save it's species.

the next time you crib and cry about the boring monotonous life. Take a deep breathe and appreciate it. Next time you get the timely dinner and the well made bed and the jog in the morning. Be grateful. If there's anything i want to tell the world this Christmas it's this. Help others and be grateful. Negativity's wouldn't get anyone anywhere. everybody has those moments and everybody sinks down. But ride the wave out. If you are blessed with a home and warmth of caring people, be fucking grateful. and always believe. Belief is everything. I wish everyone a merry Christmas. I hope everyone gets a good meal and friends to give them hugs. I hope the Christmas lights shine pretty and joy prevails. If you are battling the odds then hang in there, what can't kill you will make you stronger. and for everyone who said their prayers and asked for their wishes to be granted i say amen. As for me i will be on a fucking airplane, yet again....

13 comments:

hedonistic hobo said...

ok point taken. so why do you have the vagabond life. i thought you were a student here or something.

Zee said...

and why aren't u with the person u want to be with? and why are u cribbing about ur life? dude, quit ur job, it's just a job. go home!!!

InExile said...

hobo, not a student at all.. a travellor rather ! ;)

zee, i don't do a job and if you have ready any of this blog the realisation that this usually contains my answers back to real life situations should come through smoothly !! :)

Anonymous said...

awwww, my poor inexile :) all fed-up with his vagabond life ... though I'm sure it's just for a split-second until he meets dumbbrunnettehostess or someone of the sort on the airplane ;)

Here's wishing you great new friends at whatever new place you're going to!

Hugs for the Season & the New Year ahead!

PS: Just thought of something - as a traveller, you have the opportunity to see so many new places, experience new cultures, taste so many many different kinds of foods... I'm sure you're loving it :)

ST said...

the grass is always greener on the other side, but its greenest on the soccer pitch - let me know when you want to catch a game :-)

InExile said...

melody, thank you thank you !! i just had a yummy pizza ;)

the saint, so true !! said in a cool way ;)

Emma Blowgun said...

Meri Christmas, Teri Christmas Inexile. Hope the new year is not arse raping you like it is me :).

Anonymous said...

Hmm... all my bags are packed, am ready to leave. or return. then leave again.
Hullo there...and a happy fuckin new year or a fuckin happy new year. back to the beachplace... how goes it?

jairaj said...

fucking brilliant post...I live this way despite being chained by professionalism...I travel, but mostly in my mind...it doesn't bother me of passports and visas...

InExile said...

surly, Thank ju ! how be your goa adventures ?

clit, muah ! ;)

Jerry,thank you ! i thot everyone will just bash me up for ranting !! :P

Anonymous said...

abandoned or wut?where be you?

Abhishek said...

nice post.
man i envy you life. ;)

and cmon.. it's not the pandas' fault ya know. there's too much pressure on the poor guys.

InExile said...

anonymous, Moi is here ! leave your name the next time

Mr.clapton, sometimes i envy your life too :)