oh lord where did the bull go
i am feeling very angry at myself. Project xx is coming on nicely but i am not satisfied. Along with that i seem to have lazed up on project yy and project ww also. aaarghhh. serves me right for driving three speedboats at the same time, but i ain't got a choice. Time is too less. As mundane and boring my professional life sounds, the personal life is like a popular Mexican daytime soap opera.
Chinese girl managed to piss me off today. I don't know if she makes excuses or she is actually that busy. she never want to seem to meet me. My guess is that she is still feeling shitty over the fact that she was all over me on the first date. I need to make her feel like i don't think of her as a slut. and i really don't. i don't think of women as whores unless we are in bed, which is good coz that's one time when women actually want to be whores. they just don't want everyone else to know. Surprisingly enough today the rich divorced lady called me today. We haven't spoken in a few months. Last i knew she was madly in love with me but the problem is that she is too boring and too polite and proper and superficial. she is so well mannered and pseudo polite that it's like as if she were British. It seems like she is always on a red carpet giving interview to some journalists. that's how she always sounds like.
From the moment i said hello she started telling me how depressed she is, how her life sucks and how she has nothing to look forward to. which translated means come meet me and pretend that you are my boyfriend. Last time we met i was sitting in some bar in some hotel in some city sippin on some drink (ok ok it was some scotch) and she happened to stroll in with her louis vuitton shopping bags. One thing led to another and i was foolish enough to say that i liked her hair. she in some weirdass between the lines meaning that she like to pull out from my words took it to mean that i like her in a sexual way. She offered to book a room right there in the hotel and started telling me how good she is at blowjobs. That's was then and now she is on the phone telling me that she has matured and that she is sorry for the way she tried to get me into bed. She has matured ? you are a thirty plus woman, you didn't mature in your 30 odd years but you suddenly mature in a matter of months just coz some guy rejected your offer of sex ? Women !!!! She wants to buy me drinks, i said i'll think about it. I don't want her to be my girlfriend, or wife, or fuck buddy so i don't see any reason why i should go see her. It's not like she is pleasantly interesting company.
It's going to be such a dramatic weekend. i can already sense it. And just now chinese girl calls me. We are meeting for drinks tomm. She seemed polite and nice, maybe she is drunk. I just wanna fuck her brains out and get this over with. what's the point of dragging something when you both know what's the whole point of it all ?
Ok i am fucking tired and i ain't in the mood to have a red bull so i gotta sleep. Thanks people for reading this shit, makes my head feel lighter !
Chinese girl managed to piss me off today. I don't know if she makes excuses or she is actually that busy. she never want to seem to meet me. My guess is that she is still feeling shitty over the fact that she was all over me on the first date. I need to make her feel like i don't think of her as a slut. and i really don't. i don't think of women as whores unless we are in bed, which is good coz that's one time when women actually want to be whores. they just don't want everyone else to know. Surprisingly enough today the rich divorced lady called me today. We haven't spoken in a few months. Last i knew she was madly in love with me but the problem is that she is too boring and too polite and proper and superficial. she is so well mannered and pseudo polite that it's like as if she were British. It seems like she is always on a red carpet giving interview to some journalists. that's how she always sounds like.
From the moment i said hello she started telling me how depressed she is, how her life sucks and how she has nothing to look forward to. which translated means come meet me and pretend that you are my boyfriend. Last time we met i was sitting in some bar in some hotel in some city sippin on some drink (ok ok it was some scotch) and she happened to stroll in with her louis vuitton shopping bags. One thing led to another and i was foolish enough to say that i liked her hair. she in some weirdass between the lines meaning that she like to pull out from my words took it to mean that i like her in a sexual way. She offered to book a room right there in the hotel and started telling me how good she is at blowjobs. That's was then and now she is on the phone telling me that she has matured and that she is sorry for the way she tried to get me into bed. She has matured ? you are a thirty plus woman, you didn't mature in your 30 odd years but you suddenly mature in a matter of months just coz some guy rejected your offer of sex ? Women !!!! She wants to buy me drinks, i said i'll think about it. I don't want her to be my girlfriend, or wife, or fuck buddy so i don't see any reason why i should go see her. It's not like she is pleasantly interesting company.
It's going to be such a dramatic weekend. i can already sense it. And just now chinese girl calls me. We are meeting for drinks tomm. She seemed polite and nice, maybe she is drunk. I just wanna fuck her brains out and get this over with. what's the point of dragging something when you both know what's the whole point of it all ?
Ok i am fucking tired and i ain't in the mood to have a red bull so i gotta sleep. Thanks people for reading this shit, makes my head feel lighter !
2 comments:
Model girls suck. They're definitely not 2007.
*D* i hope some surprises come your way over the weekend..
rez i agree.. most models are so 1998 !
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